buat kamu

hei kamu.. iya kamu.pembaca setiaku (dan mungkin satu2nya)
here's for u..
i love u..i really do.. but please.. don't think my life is always around you. please don't.
i have my other friends,my family, my imaginary boyfriend (haha)..
i had my past.
and the other thing is... i dream about being a writer. so don't give a damn bout what i write. maybe it's just happened in my mind.
so, listen this one thing.. i love u.
that's all u need to know..




.nandhika.

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Sorry.. Sorry if I let u down..a lot!!
Sorry I can't be someone u want. Coz I am me!! I'm not her!!
I know how do u feel bout me, and I don't want to feel that fuckin feeling any longer.
It's not that. I ♥ u. But u know ...........







.nandha.

trust

Isn't it the very fundamental thing in relationship?? Iya khan?? Lo ga bakalan bisa ngejalanin hubungan lo kalo ga percaya sama pasangan lo.
Berawal dari obrolan di mobil td sama ajg, sarah, bbg, bener juga kata ajg. Semakin dilarang, semakin penasaran. Kya kalo kita lagi megang hp temen terus dia blg, “jgn baca2 inbox yh??“ Pasti kita baca!!
Pasti setuju khaaan?? Sedeket apapun hubungan lo sama org, (temenan, sahabatan, pacaran or even suami istri) lo seharusnya sadaaaaaaar dooong!!!! Sadar kalo lo dikasih kepercayaan ma org. And u better not let them down. Mungkin bagi sebagian org, ini hal sepele. Tapi menurut gw enggakk!!!! This is serious. Terlebih, kalo lo ud dibilangin "jangan baca yah"m that means this person trust u. Sampe dia mau kasih pinjem hp nya buat lo liat walaupun di dalemnya ada rahasia.
Dan lo ga bisa membenarkan perbuatan lo kalo lo nemu sesuatu di dalemnya. Hey..everyone has their own secrets. Respect that!!!
Dan dia punya alesan untuk nyimpen rahasia itu dari lo.

.nandha.

eh..

ok here's the thing..

gw sukaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa bgt sama satu cowok pas sma. obsesi gw bgt deh.
dan setelah beberapa lama, sahabat gw tuh deket ma dia. i felt nothing. literally nothing. soalnya gw udah ilfil ma dia dikarenakan dia mellow abis. geli deh. haha
yang gw heran, si sahabat gw ini malah yang ga enak ma gw. karna dia tau khan segimana sukanya gw ma co ini. dia yang minta2 maaf mulu ma gw gara2 si co ini deketin dia. what the heck deh..
gw sampe risih bgt. tapi yaaa itu dia, dia juga ga bilang kalo dia deket ma si co ini. ah gw jadi pusing sendiri ceritanya. tau ahhh..
gw mau iseng2 menyalurkan hoby menulis gw dengan menulis yang sedikit niat ahh..iseng..
gara2 kmrn si flo ngasi liat artikel bikinan dia, lalu gw jadi gatel pengan nulis artikel juga. hehehe..
ok, let's try.. hmm..enaknya nulis apa yah?? teknologi?? serius bgt.. bingung..jadi biarkan saja jari2 saya menari diatas keyboard..

hell-o

hey..it's been sooo long since i posted my last blog.. hmmm what i've been through lately??
nothing actually..
just been busy with all of this internsip+thesis+my post graduate program. and hell yeah those things really need extra time. i barely can hang-out my my friends, barely get a chance to have a great day in spa anymore. life's sucks. but i dont mind doing these things. cos i know every successful women, gotta work their ass off. and i'm gonna do it too. gonna work like a pig. gonna give my best for my dad. and after that..after i get that master's degree..i'm gonna ask my dad what he'd promised me.
uuhh.. cant wait till that day. then i'm off to somewhere. somewhere i belong. with my passion. with my dream. and with u..
cant wait..


.nandhika.