hmm…
kmrn k kampus..
trus sore2an gitu tiba2 pala gw pusiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing bgt..
ga tau knp
pas di jalan sendirian mau muntah gitu.
mualmual..
huhu
kenapa yah?
kmrn gw bis diceramahin ma isma..
pokoknya intinya dy cuma bilang, "sayangnya pilihan kita terbatas.. pilihan kita cuma dua.. surga atu neraka.. khan hidup itu pilihan jadi terserah lo mau milih yang mana.."
jengjengjeng
langsung mual2 gw dengernya
jadi kya ada flashback dosa2 gw gitu di otak gw..
takuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut
kalo katanya ncit (since we have the same story)
"it’s not we met the wrong guy, we just jmet the most beautiful, complicated, irrational, heart-breaking LOVE.. we can’t change it.. and the most important thing is… WE WONT CHANGE IT..!!!!"
that is so true!!!!!!!!!!
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and now im turning 20..
haha
sok tua
dan di kasi surprise gitu ma ncit,isma,util..
senaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang
walaupun surprisenya agak gagal karna nyokap gw, yang lupa ulang taun gw n ga tau temen2 gw mau ngasi surprise, teriak "dd…. ada temennya nih"
yaudin gw keluar aja sambil teriak2 k mereka..
"yaaaaaaaaaaaah… gagal deh surprise nya"
jadi gw masuk lagi n pura2 ga tau
hahahahahahaha
lalu kita bercerita2 lah sampe jam 12an
n cabuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutttt…..
mau nge-hip di pim
NAJIS
setelah k rumah ncit dan ngobrol2 bentar disana, berangkatlah kita k pim
najis bgt dah di pim
sok2 bergaya anak sma
jijay bgt
capek gw harus selalu ngomong, "girls, where r we going now??" or kalo liat baju lucu, "oh my gosh… it’s so cute!!!!" dengan nada yang annoying berat
belum lagi goda2in laki
najis lah pokoknya
setelah cape bgt muter2
kita cabut deh k kemang
makan malaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam….
hihi
makan sampe udah pada mau meledak
ga kuat
disana kita cerita2.
dan di jalan akhirnya gw bilang ma isam. "ma.. i have a confession to make.. sebenernya kmrn gw sempet deket ma ********** "
dan terbongkarlah semuanyaaaaaaaaaaaaa…..
senang
plong bgt udah bilang semuanyaaaaaaa
dan berhubung tgl 21 kmrn MY DAY..
jadi sepanjang perjalanan ngebahas gw!!!
dan apalagi yang dibhaas wanita selain lelaki
hahahaha
dan mereka menyimpulkan..
"ndha.. selama ini lo selalu mikir lo suka ma bad boys, tapi ternyata ga!!! lo bukan suka ma bad boys, tapi playboys.."
hahaha
gw ngakak
masa si?
ga laaaaaaaaaah..
trus mereka bilang, "lo tuh nda.. parah bgt si… udah ah.. mulai skrg cari co yang bener.. co baik2.."
hahahaha
dari dulu juga gw maunya begitu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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hahaha
judul post gw kali ini najis bgt!!!
kmaren gw jalan ma isma, util n ncit.
kangen bgt bisa jalan bareng ma mereka lagi!!!
seneeeng deh
berhubung si anak semarang (baca: isma) mau liat fx, jadilah kita k mall paling ga mutu itu.
yaudah.. makanlah kita..
disertai dengan gossip2 dan ketawa2 ga tau diri di cartel dan ngetawain tante2 berambut besar+ngeliatin balik oom2 yang ngeliatin gw dari atas k bawah (tai bgt!!!!)
hahahaha
bis dari sana jam 5an gitu kita mau cari tempat yang lebih pw buat minum2 aja.
buat ngobrol2..
akhirnya kita memutuskan untuk k banana kafe aja.
sampe sana udah jam 7, isma harus balik jam 8. tapi bodo amat.. gw yang bawa mobil ini.. mau ga mau nurut dy ma gw
haha jahat abis
ngobrol2
gossip2
curhat
membuka kelas sex education
merencanakan liburan bersama
najis bgt deh ni temen2 gw, pas gw ajakin liburan a la backpacker aja.. ini reaksi mereka:
util: hmmmm………….
isma: yah.. gw si terserah.. tapi…..
ncit: GA MAU AH.. NTAR BELANJAAN GW GIMANA???????????
dasaaaaaaaaaaaaar pada ga mau susah!!!
trus tetep khan gw curhat (curhat teruuuuus.. hehe)
dan mereka bilang:
isma: kyaknya ada yang salah deh ma lo ndha.. ceritanya beginiiiiiiiiii mulu..
ncit: yaaaah…. as long as u can handle urself, just go with it..
util: LO TUH KARENA TERLALU BAIK, JADI GOBLOK!!!
hahaha
seneng deh bisa jalan ma mereka lagi.
karena, seperti yang isma bilang "kalo gw jalan ma lo semua, gw bisa jujur ttg apa pun itu.. ga perlu naive"
setujuuuuuuuuuuuuuu…..
gw juga ngerasa gitu
mereka yang notabene adalah teman gw in these past 7years,ngerti gw bgt!!!
tau semua cerita gw
tau ada yang salah sama gw cuma dengan ngeliat gw or denger suara gw di telp.
gila hebat bgt tuh bocah2..
luv u girls..
always..
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people change and deserve second chance, rite???????????????????????/
now.. knowing that i can totally accept that thing, everyone around me say that im stupid…
pas lagi nulis, tiba2 "pacar" gw sms..
"aku boleh nangis yah babe.. dikiiit aja… boleh yah??"
hihi
kocaaaak.. mau nangis kok minta ijin dulu..
jadi ceritanya dy abis gw ceramahin ttg hubungan dy gituuu trus dy baru sadar
*gilaaaaa. nandha hebat bisa bikin orang sadar.. haha
gw bilang dy seharusnya bersyukur ada co yang tulus sayang ma dya dan punya niat serius ma dya. dan dya menakutkan hal yang paling gw benci… "aku takut bosen.."
yailaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah… niatnya aja udah gitu
tau ah.. jadi sebel gw.
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senaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang…
tadi bis jalan ma anak2..
nyushi bis itu k kosan sasa.
gilaaaaaaaaaaa….. ok bgt deh..
enak yah bersenang2 ma teman2..
memang teman tidak ada duanya
hoho
senaaaaaaaaaang juga, sama alasan yang lain..
lagi in love nih
hehehehehe
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me: how’s life?
theotherme: good..
me: really??
theotherme: well.. it’s kinda hard to explain.. but, again im gonna tell u.. everything will be fine. just let the time work it’s magic..
me: hmm.. ok.. just promise me, u’ll work on it
theotherme: yeah i promise.. i’ll workin my ass off with that one
me: ok. just call me when u need me
theoherme: i need u now..
me: what for? u told me before u’ll work on it.. is there anything else u didn’t tell me?
theotherme: hmm… nope. but i kinda need “the old me”
me: huh?
theotherme: yeah.. i need the old me.. the one with high pride.
me: what happens now?
theotherme: i think i lost it. now everyone underestimate me. just because i act like ME, everyone thinks im a loose.
me: no.. they’re not.
theotherme: yes.. they are!! the other day, when i had this “story” with them. they’re amazed how i change.. they said, “u have no more dignity!!! now ure not differ with a slut..!!!”
me: no..no.. they’re joking..
theotherme: NO.. they’re not joking at all.. they’re serious..!!!!!!!!!
me: what do u feel now? r u ok with urself now?
theotherme: yeah.. for sure. for long time, i’ve been wondering what it feels like if i can be honest with MYSELF.. if i can be myself when i have a relationship. n oh GOD, it feels GREAT!!
me: good for u.. now all u’ve gotta do is tell ur friends that u’re feeling fine with urself now. u’re happy with it..
theotherme: n they keep on calling me a whore!!!
me: tell them that everybody’s change.. n u feel fine with it!!! finally, u can be urself. if they really are ur bestfriends, they can accept u with no complaining with it at all..
theotherme: ok.. i’ll try to talk to them.. i’ll talk to u later
me: ok..
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